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Friday, March 16, 2007

i've moved to wordpress this time. i MAY come back, because this blog holds too many memories, good AND bad, for me. anyway, please relink!

www.lifeisanillusion.wordpress.com

Claire blogged at 8:34 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Claire blogged at 11:53 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

i'm going crazy studying for maths. i don't understand a single thing about surds and i'm probably going to fail tomorrow's test. what a failure.

and by the way,

I. DETEST. THE. TRAINEE. LIT. TEACHER.

oh mr nunn, why must you do this to us?

3 consecutive test in a week. how horrible. well at least bio today was easy. i'm praying hard for a maths tomorrow.

things to do before thursday

return library book
cut my hair
buy new slippers
study for chem test
study for maths test
pack bag for slc
get plastic utensils
get non-smelling insect repellent
prep for debate

and since today is tuesday, guess what? i'm only left with tomorrow and piano lesson would already be taking up an hour.

i have decided to let my life take its own course. i shan't bother anymore.

Claire blogged at 8:28 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

i'm currently watching the crucial match of manchester united vs liverpool now while typing on my father's laptop in the living room. my room's computer's internet has died on me and now i'm stuck with my dad's slow laptop. no goal has been scored so far and only till the last 15 minutes do they put the good players in. why isn't crouch playing? it's funny how football works. there must be some inside information that i'm not aware of and let's hope it wouldn't be a draw.

i realised that i probably should start blogging about more general things, not so much of things going on in my life. oh well, anyway, lenny and i went to mr seth tan wedding today. my first time witnessing a church wedding. it's was all touching and sweet, especially the video they made to commemorate their whole courtship process. plus all the usual "i do" stuff and the usual flow of tears. indeed it was a good experience for a first time.

yes! crouch is finally playing. why wait till now, rafael benitez?

my legs now hurt so much after shopping with lenny in high heels. i shall swear to never ever shop in any form of high heels again. including court shoes.

my life have now reached a standstill. nothing exciting happens anymore, just the same routine over and over again. why bother?

crouch almost goaled twice now. see what i mean? go liverpool!

Claire blogged at 10:17 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

it's useless even if i say anything, because you wouldn't like anything i say anyway

this is how close i am to giving everything up and jumping off the cliff right now. well, i guess at least someone would be happy if i jumped off. as the saying goes "one's happiness is built on another's misery". as every second draws by, the percentage of the stickman jumping off the cliff just gets higher and higher.

i've been asking myself what exactly am i living for. i thought about and i couldn't find anything. when i asked jolly, she said we're all living for fun. but somehow i don't feel any fun in my life right now. it just gets worse and worse. and i still thought 2007 is going to be a good year. well i guess i was wrong. thanks to ethiope for helping to hit me on the head when i get too negative.

but anyway, the optimistic claire has left and is never coming back anymore. i tried to convince myself to take the brighter side of things but it isn't working.

i shall write postcards to everyone.

S-L-U-T. slut.

Claire blogged at 6:52 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

my legs hurt :/

well well, my weekend was packed with activities. woke up on a bright and early saturday morning for my dentist appointment at orchard. i ran (okay, BRISK WALK) all the way from orchard mrt to paragon. yes yes, tardy queen. but fortunately i was only late for about 3 minutes? my braces now are lavender :) but guess who was even more tardy than me? of course, the infamous sharon wong! we arranged to meet at 10.30 but when i finished my dental appointment at 10.40 and i called her, she was still on her way here. so i roamed around paragon and eventually settled down at starbucks with my mocha frappacino and a nice book. all so tardy sharon only arrived after half an hour or more. (can't remember) after which we walked to far east to shop. loads of ear rings and accessories! we had lunch at hans and started our shopping. shan't elaborate too much on shopping. we just went into random shops and gasp over random things. oh and we met loads of ppl. we were walking along the corridors, when i suddenly saw shanna with her hands positioned on her waist staring at me. "oi! you cannot see me ah!" haha, then all of a sudden, while i was still talking to shanna, sharon spotted sancia and steph at a shoe shop a few shops away! like whoa! a strange meeting of the debate wing? anyway, yes, so shanna took a pic of this strange meeting with her pink camera.

after that, sharon had to go for a haircut. i think we spent at leats half and hour looking for the shop in far east. first she said it was the second level, so we scouted the whole 2nd level for it but to no avail. so she called her mum to check and it was the fourth level instead. okay... this nevermind, small problem. but wait till you hear what's coming up. when we got up to level 4, sharon said it was unit 117 and we looked everywhere for 117. when we finally found it, sharon went like "ah long zai mah?" (ah long is the hairdresser's name) the people in there went like "huh?" then an auntie came out and told us that only she and this guy called alvin could cut and there was no 'ah long' there. so she had to call her ah mah and check again and in the end, it was unit 17 -.- finally, we got the right unit. the ah long guy was rather nice. and no, he's not some gangster. so when sharon was cutting her hair, we had our usual argument.

sharon: you bimbo
me: i'm not a bimbo you emo
sharon: i'm not a emo you lesbian
me: i'm not a lesbian!
sharon: i'm not a lesbian either!

then this friend of ah long who had just got his haircut with this accent went "oh i thought you two were lesbians" of course in a joking manner. so after her haircut we went home. but i barely got 2 hours of rest before i had to go have dinner with my father's friend family and after the dinner i went to my aunt' house till 1am.

of course, then i had to wake up at 9am for wushu this morning and when i came back at 1.30, i just had enough time to bathe before i was ushered out of the house to another's relative place.

anyway, i need a god-mum! someone with loads of motherly love to share around. since my mum doesn't really care about me anyway, not even when i'm sick. yes, my maid is the one i'm closer to. but sadly she's too young to be my god-mum. it's sad when things come to this stage isn't it?

"life isn't complicated, but it's the people that makes it complicated"

Claire blogged at 9:44 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

alright, i'm all nice and fine now. thank you very much. today was something like a cresendo. the beginning of the day was plain horrible but it ended on a nice note :) especially during our last period of the day, SS, when me and renee got really high and i started craving for prada bags and began to plan courses for my future children. haha, my maternal instincts are already setting in.

i'm trying to aspire to become a "jing de chu fang, chu de ting tang" woman. so i shall take a leaf from sancia's book and start baking. aw... i just received an sms from renee reminding me to bring my thermometer tmr. how sweet...

do you ever realise how you lost interest in things that you liked to do when you were young? for example i used to love writing poems and sounding poetic in primary school. but when i went up to secondary, i seem to have lost that interest. but now i'm building it back again. so i'll be posting poems here randomly and please bear with me if they are bad.

Claire blogged at 5:26 PM